First Post Again

This blog is a place for me to talk to myself. I cannot hold it in any longer. I constantly want the feeling of hugging her tight, spending time with her.

Today i said i am still going to wait for her and she says then you can wait long lo. That hurt me a lot. This type of emotion, feelings, hurt, can only come from her. But i feel that somehow or rather, i grow to love her more. Why is it like that? I seriously have no clue. I am finding it so hard to put on a straight face for her, pretend that I have accepted it but in actual fact i still cannot. The hurt inside of me has for now stopped increasing but the damage has already been done. Thinking of any girl besides her seems impossible.

Till now, after 2 weeks, i am still feeling hurt deep inside. From the day you said " I think we should break up " the person inside of me has changed.

She has swept me off my feet many times, and all i wish for Christmas is another chance to sweep her off hers.